Oh fuck. i realize that my last post could be interpreted as rude. i don't want to offend the friend the post was about. Sir, i would like to be able to fetch You a drink with ice someday.
i didn't mean to make it sound like You were clueless, or You didn't know i wanted to serve You. We had talked about that before the party, so You knew what was in my heart. And You were gracious enough to give me one task to do, and i thank You for it. i just wanted to express that i like You and had tried to come up with some ways that i could have served You more, that's all. i had a good time Tuesday night, and i think You had a good time, so no regrets here.
On the other hand... (see? i can't shut up even when i should stop) i have bad habit of being passive/aggressive as a slave. Yesterday, did i insult the Master, only to frantically backtrack today? It could be a pattern i've done in the past. Being annoying is one way of getting more, more, more - but it's not healthy. i'll have to think about this.
(Above artwork by me. You an see more of my drawings at http://www.patrickkellogg.com/art)