i didn't mean to make it sound like You were clueless, or You didn't know i wanted to serve You. We had talked about that before the party, so You knew what was in my heart. And You were gracious enough to give me one task to do, and i thank You for it. i just wanted to express that i like You and had tried to come up with some ways that i could have served You more, that's all. i had a good time Tuesday night, and i think You had a good time, so no regrets here.
On the other hand... (see? i can't shut up even when i should stop) i have bad habit of being passive/aggressive as a slave. Yesterday, did i insult the Master, only to frantically backtrack today? It could be a pattern i've done in the past. Being annoying is one way of getting more, more, more - but it's not healthy. i'll have to think about this.
On the other hand... (see? i can't shut up even when i should stop) i have bad habit of being passive/aggressive as a slave. Yesterday, did i insult the Master, only to frantically backtrack today? It could be a pattern i've done in the past. Being annoying is one way of getting more, more, more - but it's not healthy. i'll have to think about this.
(Above artwork by me. You an see more of my drawings at http://www.patrickkellogg.com/art)
What you are doing now is finding out what your needs and wants are as a slave, there is nothing wrong with that. Your intetions of wanting to serve and gratefull to serve was there, but your recognizing that there is more to it that you need.
HUGS